Wednesday, February 1, 2012 10:48 PM
I need a breather from all these fking shit.
When i had a choice, i didn't want it.
Now that i rejected NJ, i'm starting to want it again.
What the fuck is wrong with me.
I didn't want to go NJ cos of canoeing, like it was tedious and all,
trng 5-6 times per week.
But i realised tdy i need a good portfolio with my cca too, and i was thinking of joining squash.
But then again, i may not get into the school team.
So i started regretting NJ.
ARGH FUCK THIS.
TJ is alright but whenever i think about nj's uniform, good academic notes and good portfolio i feel like some awful shit again.
The cons of gg nj=
becoming overly tan, buff
being only able to go home at 7pm from macritchie reservoir everyday
trng everyday
having to canoe with menses which rly can suck.
So now i'm stuck in tj, a little part of me really wants nj badly but I was the stupid one to reject nj so what else can i do?
And no close friends in tj too, i rly feel like dying.
I feel sorry leaving esther alone in nj canoeing.
Perhaps gg nj wasnt too bad afterall, there's esther to go sch, go home, go trng with.
But then again, I know myself.
I'm not as tough, determined, strong-willed as esther.
I was afraid I might not cope in nj, i might detest school with the ongoing trng everyday.
FUCK.
And if i accepted nj, i would still be regretting not staying in tj so yeah.
WHY CAN'T MY APPEAL TO NJ JUST FAIL???????!!!!
THEN I WOULDN'T BE FEELING SO FKING MISERABLE NOW.
And no one rly cares, they're all happy in their own school.
I seem to be the only loser still dwelling over the posting results.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012 10:53 PM
wondering where you are now):
miss talking to u a little
8:39 PM
Oh my fuck.
I seriously don't know where i plucked the courage from but i just rejected nj.
But i don't wanna lose to you still.
I'm gna study mad hard and bloom in TJ.
TATA, I'M STARTING TO LOVE TJ TOO.
Monday, January 30, 2012 12:39 PM
I SHOULD HAVE JUST FOLLOWED MY HEART.
Sunday, January 29, 2012 11:38 PM
Really glad I had the heart figured out :)
Now I'm back to who I used to be.
Anyway had reunion dinner at kor's house.
It was rather awkward at first...
And I was the only girl who didn't wear dress!
):< SIGH!
But it was quite fun hehe.
Thanks for inviting us to dream team's gathering!
I will really miss you guys.
Where will i be able to find such brother-ly friends to take care of me, like how you guys do? :)
12:06 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2012 7:27 PM
Its such a coincidence we got the same L1R5;)
Really hope we end up in the same school!!!
If touch wood, we don't, we must still keep in touch by hook or by crook okay!
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